Friday, September 9, 2011

Learning and Growing from Life's Changes..

OH how time has passed! I haven’t blogged in a while….but I really felt the urge to blog today! It’s kinda sad that something tragic has to happen before people start taking action…but the passing away of Janelle Tongaonevai has brought so many thoughts to my mind….. Janelle and Ron Tongaonevai….what a heart breaking story! L I didn’t know them personally but I knew of them. I went to high school with both Janelle and Ron. I never had the time to really read about what happened until just recently. I seriously could not imagine going through what her family let alone her husband..is going through right now…but I know the feeling of a lost loved one. I know there’s no shortcut through the pain but things will get better in time. All I seriously wanted to say was I’m sorry for your loss! L My heart goes out to Janelle’s family and friends..especially her husband Ron. Rest in Love girl!

 This story has really made me reflect on my family, who I consider my “friends” , how I spend my time here on earth, and if I have really SHOWED my brothers, sister, nieces, cousins, aunts, uncles, friends, and boyfriend, how much I love them! You know.. maybe I should’ve told my brother Tielu I love him before I dropped him off to school this morning,  or maybe I shouldn’t have yelled at my sister last night before we went to bed, or maybe I should’ve called Jason this morning and told him that He’s simply the best-hottest hard working accountant going back to school - boyfriend EVER!!! or how I shouldn’t have doubted if I should make that left turn to stop by and say bye to my nieces before leaving to St. George… Life is too short to forget the little things! I hope I can think about these things daily and express my love for everyone in my life as much as I can…so if anyone was to leave me during this lifetime..I wouldn’t think back on what I wish I told them..or what I could’ve done better. Instead, I could look back and know that we had THE BEST time together while it lasted..and miss them! NO REGRETS! Yeah, I am not perfect…we can’t do everything right..but at least I’ll know I tried my best!!! We can’t take back or change what has already been done..but we can change our actions from here on out!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!